The Black Book That's Blue...: Supreme (Nina.S 29.12.2011)

The Black Book That's Blue...: Supreme (Nina.S 29.12.2011): Seek the source By unlocking your mind. Show some remorse To the supreme divine. To close your eyes Is a cowards way. So ...

Supreme (Nina.S 29.12.2011)

Seek the source

By unlocking your mind.

Show some remorse

To the supreme divine.

To close your eyes

Is a cowards way.

So many lies,

To keep one at bay.

Layers upon layers,

The sins are piled.

You must say your prayers,

To repent all that has died.

Awakening the soul,

Detox your heart.

The sublime unfolds,

It's no longer dark.

I told you dear,

Come closer to me.

No need to fear,

As I will set you free.

Smiles (22.11.11)

You,

Yes you with a beautiful smile.

How did you slip into my life?

I didn't see you coming.

Me,

My heart warms up.

The subtle curve of your smile.

Dreamy and lush.

Us,

The missing puzzle that fits.

Our smiles conjoined as they touch,

Inhale the breath of life.

Don't,

No don't look at me too much.

I feel afraid,

That I may lose my smile.

Dreams (Nina.S 20.11.11)

My dreams are my wishes,

I can achieve but can you?

External obstacles in the way,

Allows you to be ruled.

Are you a man or a coward?

To be conquered by another.

Emotional blackmail and more,

Sickens and makes you weak.

You washed your hands on me,

The door slammed.

To hear no more is harsh,

Did you really love me?

Questions and confusion,

My mind is in a spin.

You were a whirl wind in my life,

And then you suddenly vanish.

Dreams.... 

Can be a reality.

But you were ruthless

And have shattered my belief.

Love My Life (Nina.S 19.11.11)

The birth of a daughter!

Hopes and dreams for her future.

Comfort and warmth,

All the love in the world.

First love becomes my enemy,

Second love becomes my trusted friend,

Third love, my soulmate and my lover.

But now I am all alone.

Trust is impossible,

How can I believe what is true anymore?

Wish I was a child again, 

Looking through coloured glass.

The wound is so deep,

I could drown myself inside.

My life is suppose to be precious,

Who are you to destroy me?

My mind, body and soul,

The mind is stagnant.

The body is tired,

The soul has died.

I love my life!

The Black Book That's Blue...: Betrayal of Pakhtun (Nina.S 21.09.11)

The Black Book That's Blue...: Betrayal of Pakhtun (Nina.S 21.09.11): So sweet as a ripe fruit from the trees, Tempting and delicious. Too high up as I try to reach, The hidden poison is treacherous. An old ...

Betrayal of a Pakhtun (Nina.S 21.09.11)

So sweet as a ripe fruit from the trees,

Tempting and delicious.

Too high up as I try to reach,

The hidden poison is treacherous.

An old man so kind and gentle.

His warm face is welcoming.

Just want to listen to his mind.

But his thoughts are so damning.

The love of my life is a Pakhtun,

His heart is pure as gold.

Nothing can ever change this,

Don't believe it so am I told.

The betrayal came suddenly,

He didn't even warn me.

Breaking my heart lovingly,

This I didn't want to believe.

The twist of a knife is so sharp,

Don't hurt me please don't.

The painful beat of my heart,

Please, please don't let go.

The drought in my eyes,

No more tears streaming.

My mouth is so dry,

Surely I must be dreaming.

My face is so sore ,

From the salty tear drops.

The residue fixed in the pores,

Leaving a trail of hopes.

Don't look away!

For this is the last time we meet.

How can I make you sway?

It's me your love as I try to plead.

Nothing can change your mind,

Left for vultures to attack.

I must have been so blind,

To think you loved me as much.

Something inside me has collapsed,

Am exhausted and drained.

Breathing has become a real task,

God haven't I endured enough pain.

I just want to be loved,

Why is it so hard to keep.

Why did you give up?

My feelings are true and so deep.

An abundance of love and care,

So easily fooled am I.

The life we were going to share,

And now I just want to die!